Lyla Lei writes on her MySpace page: To my loyalty friends and fans I would like to said thank you very much for support me here on my space. It is an honor to have you guys as my friends.
As all you guys been know me I had been out of the adult business since October 23, 2007. It has been two month now since I’m haven’t been working. In that past two month it was the hardest time of my life ever. Now I had to start from nothing to move my way up again. In that month I also try looking for a normal job like an office job.
Butt still no hope yet. I have been living with no food to eat and no money to pay my bill. I stay by myself at my home pray each and every day for something good to happen to me. Some time I end up crying and wishing that something will happen to me soon. I have been doing side job here and there like a photo shoot just to pay my bill on time.
I always want the best in life but now the best have passed me by. And now I need all the help I can from you to pull me up again. Because all I want now is to be happy again. I have been smiling lots, but in the inside of my heart I’m hurting. Some time I feel like I don’t want to go on in life no more. So I keep telling my self to be strong for my family, friends, and fans I love them so very much that I have to be strong no matter what happen. Thank you very much!
I’am still pursuring my life in the entertainment business as an actress in real movies. Because I want to make people laugh, smile, happiness and lift there sprits up by becoming an actor. That is my goals right now. I love to entertain people I just don’t know why I have been like this since I was born as a little baby until now and all grow On December 29, 2007 is the day that my fiancée broke my heart again and left me all by myself.
He’s say that he still love me butt not in love with me. He’s just wanted to be friend and try dating other girl to find the one he in love with. That hurt me a lots. We have been with each other for like Five year now. I’m in love with this guy butt I have to let him go for the best and be strong about it. So now I’ am single. Butt I’ am going to take it real slow and just goes for my dreams and goals. I have so much in life to looking forward to.
I’ am writing this letter as in today because I need all you guys help you can to donate me some money like $5, $10 or $20 to pay my rent bill and for food. I have till January 5, 2008 to pay my rent bill till I get invective. I don’t know where to turn to beside my space true friends. Please if you can help me out. I never ask for much and return until now. when I’m feeling down and stressing out and need to be pull back up. And I got nowhere to go and turn to. To make a donate please go to paypal and enter my e mail it is [email protected]. Thank you once again.