Barbie Cummings blogs: You know, I have come a long way. I mean, most don’t know the circumstances I have come from and some don’t exactly understand the circumstances I am going into. Either way, I have come a long way.

I am 21 now, that seems so old already. I remember when I was 16 and couldn’t wait for 21. I will tell ya, as so many told me, 21 is nothing special. It’s as if from this point on, I will only get older.

I will only get older.

That fact brings me to my point, I am going to live my life to the fullest.

I told my father I had married, and he responded with, “that is just another reason I want no part in your life.” I am really okay with this, it will make me thrive harder to be a better parent. I will think back to this and remember how shitty it felt, being the child. I will know that when I have children, I will never be like this.

I am moving to Los Angeles. I am living in Knoxville still, should be out within the two weeks. It’s crazy to think I will not be traveling 2,500 miles to the West of the United States, but moving 2.500 miles from my “home”.

I am calling “Two Men and a Truck”, having them back up my house, and I am storing it in some local storage facility. I am having my clothes and 100lb puppy shipping to Los Angeles, to my new home.

I am leaving the pink car in Knoxville, I am attempting to sell it. I advised Curt that I probably don’t have a high chance of selling it in Knoxville, but I don’t want to associate that car with the new life I am beginning in California.

We are living in Woodland Hills to be exact, a lovely home. It has a big yard for Boozer and Fifi, and lots of room to grow. I cannot wait.

I will continue the porn career, as it is my life for now. I think I will be in this industry for a little bit longer. I will be in it until I finish school, or until I get knocked up.

I will continue on my slutty escapades, my husband will just be involved.

Oh, that brings me to the core. I had some of the best sex in my life this past weekend, when I was in LA visiting again.

The day I was leaving, we took a shower in our new home. I was stopped on the hallway, where I was pushed up against the wall, this always reminds me I am “owned”!

I stood there, with my back against the wall, in the nude from the shower.

He was also naked, from his shower. He started talking to me about how he felt for me, I could feel my flower getting wet. I was getting wet for my husband.

He kissed me passionately, I kissed back. He kisses so great, better than any kiss I have ever felt. I love his lips and I love the way they feel on mine.

He lifted my right leg, and proceeded to get low enough, where he could glide his cock in me.

It is so amazing feeling someone inside you, someone who you are going to be with forever. It’s a whole different level.

He gave me his dick there, in the hall way.

He turned me around, my favorite, where I held onto the world.

He used my hips as handles, to keep a good rhythm of fucking me.

He had me bent over in the hallway, with his hands wrapped around my throat at one point. He was reminding me over and over again, that I was his wife. I belong to him.

He pounded me from behind as I used my right hand to reach in-between my legs. I massaged my clit, making my pussy even more wet. I could feel my juices run down the inside of my leg.

I wanted more.

He brought his cum to the tip. He asked me where I wanted him to cum.

I, of course, said I wanted to be filled with his cum.

I wanted to sit on the airplane next to some man or woman, full of cum.

I wanted his DNA inside me.

He unloaded inside me, it was a huge load…as usual.

When we were done, I got what I could with my fingers off the inside of my thighs. I fed his cum to myself, it tasted so good.

I went to the LAX airport, where I got on my Delta flight and headed back to Knoxville,TN.

I miss him so much now. I have already started getting my shit in boxes. It’s kind of sad in a sense though, I will miss these friends I have made. The girls I am associated with are really great people. I cannot wait to fly them to my new home in Los Angeles.

xoxo…