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Sierra Sinn did an interview with Michael Whiteacre in which she admits being a tool of Shelley Lubben, that she misses the porn business and is looking forward to coming back to LA as soon as possible.
In 2007 Lubben announced that Sinn was leaving porn because porn had shattered her life. www.adultfyi.com/read.php?ID=23298
According to Sinn, who’s currently living in Pennsylvania, Lubben canvassed her on MySpace [Eve Laurence and Taryn Thomas were approached similarly]. Lubben told her about an MTV reality series that could help her out financially if she wanted to get out of porn.
According to Sinn who eventually wised up, Lubben was merely using her during a moment of weakness, and after Lubben was done “employing” her as the organ grinder’s monkey, she flipped her off and pushed her aside.
The MTV project, likewise, never came to fruition. Sinn says she never met anyone from MTV only Lubben showing up at her North Hollywood apartment with “some random guy with her with a video camera. I think it was just one of her Christian people.”
Sinn goes on to say that she had been dating a director/producer in the industry. I believe that was Skeeter Kerkove.
“Shit went weird with him,” states Sinn.
“It was insane. I felt like he set me up to be in a crazy scene that was beyond what I was able to do. They never released that scene, but it scared me and it turned me off, and I felt like I went into a downward spiral. At the end of it was Shelley, with her arms open wide [laughs] luring me into her world.”
According to Sinn, Lubben is predatory.
“The fact that she doesn’t go for the girls like Belladonna or Jesse Jane – she doesn’t go for the ones in their high times, she goes for the ones that she sees, from their MySpace posts or whatever, that they’re not feeling it. She preys on them and gets them while they’re weak and tries to manipulate them. Honestly, I feel more used and tossed aside by her than I ever did from the porn industry.”
According to Sinn who became a tool of the Lubben propaganda machine, she was to do a series of video interviews and talk about “the rough stuff that happened, and the STDs; focusing on the negative.
“She never wanted to talk about money or anything positive about it, or even parties and fun times that we had,” Sinn continues.
“It was always focusing on the negative, like, ‘Tell us about how you caught gonorrhea. Talk about your first scene and how you didn’t like that.’ She wanted me to focus on things that were not perfect.”
Sinn said she was mad at the time, mad at some people, was hurt, and thus obliged Lubben.
But at no time was Sinn ever informed that Lubben was putting the videos on YouTube.
“I was told they were promotional videos for trying to get a show, a reality show. She told me TLC, MTV, and BRAVO – she was always “shopping around” our reality show.”
“She wanted to get a reality show and she needed to ‘pitch’ it with something — like she was taking all these little videos of the girls and she was going to put it in some show, like showing us in a reality show setting… getting out. And that I was down for. And the next thing I know she’s burning me up on the internet.”
In the end, all the Lubben promises of financial assistance wound up being a box of items she gave Sinn from the 99 Cent Store.
Once Sinn moved back to Pennsylvania, Lubben ceased contacting her.
When Sinn got laid off from a credit card processing job, she called Lubben, “Hey, I kinda need some help, I’m having trouble getting by week to week. I’m looking for another job, but in the meantime I need some help.”
“All I got back was the auto-response emails, like, ‘If you’re a porn star in need make sure you get in touch with us.’ ”
“I emailed a couple more times, and finally I got something back from one of her assistants telling me that Shelley was super-busy with her book, and that she wishes me well. Too busy with her book? She wasn’t too busy to put me out there…”
When Sinn looks back at her old movies she says she looks happy.
“It’s funny, I looked happier then than now. I miss it, I miss porno, honestly. I hope I can come back because I feel right now that she kind of ruined my life and I really wanna stick it to her.”