from www.radaronline.com – Kacey Jordan, www.adultcybermart.com/StoryKaceyJordanMiss.html the adult film star who partied with Charlie Sheen before he was hospitalized in January, is speaking out after her suicide attempt in a Chicago hotel earlier this month.

In an exclusive interview with RadarOnline.com, the XXX vixen talked about the aftermath of that infamous night at Sheen’s Los Angeles mulit-million mansion and dished what she knew about the actor’s plans for the future.

“I think Charlie is now working on making himself healthy and happy,” Jordan told RadarOnline.com.

“He told me was ready to retire from Two and a Half Men before any of this and that he just wanted to live at home with his Goddesses. He ultimately wanted to have a family, be a drug addict and a sex addict.”

Jordan said her presence that evening had a real impact on the actor getting clean and his future.

“I feel if I hadn’t opened up about Charlie, he never would have gotten the help that he needed,” Jordan said.

“At the time I was afraid to tell him to stop doing so much crack because he is so much older. It would have been like telling your father not to do that.”

Sheen was taken to the hospital that night after an urgent 911 call and Kacey said, “I was so afraid that I would be held responsible for his death because I didn’t make him stop and I was there. I was really afraid.”

She was especially concerned because she’d cashed the substantial check Charlie had given her.

As RadarOnline.com first reported, Jordan was paid a whopping $30,000 for her company that evening but later revealed all about Sheen’s use of drugs.

“I felt horrible,” she said, adding: “I spoke out of fear.”

Since that night, Jordan was treated at Chicago’s Northwestern Memorial Hospital after what was widely reported as a suicide attempt.

Police found the 22-year-old porn star sitting on her bed surrounded by broken glass; prescription bottles and alcohol were reportedly all over her room.

Kacey, who is now traveling the country making personal appearances, is calling the Chicago incident a “publicity stunt.”

“I watched as Charlie went on his binge, the after-effects of the drugs and now I think he is back to himself and probably could go back to work on Two and a Half Men,” Kacey said.

“He’s making fun of himself and now he’s getting the attention he craves. He wants loads of attention and so I am happy for him that he is going on tour.

“I know he ultimately wants to be a good dad, that is his dream, and the kids being taken away, I’m sure hit him hard.

“My advice to Charlie is to stay in contact with the ones he loves and stay busy, be strong.

“The tour will be great, I think he’s on the road to recovery, although it will always be a struggle with his addictions.”