Chef Jeff posts: Hi guys, Hope all is well.

Yes, Gia Jordan and I talked at Sardos, we had a lot in common. Wankus says she’s kinky and freaky, that’s fine by me. I need that in a girl. I wouldn’t say that we were all over each other by any stretch of the imagination. Sardos gets loud during Kareoke, so we were kind of in each others ear so that we wouldn’t have to scream. We talked about movies mostly, the regular kind.
She emailed me the next day regarding reviewing movies for www.TheIndustryVoice.com. Gia is a very cool girl with a great attitude, she’s a true fan of porn. It was a nice conversation that we had. I wouldn’t say that I hit on her at all though. On the other hand, I wouldn’t mind getting to know her. I emailed her back and left her a message.

I think I need some time without a girlie though. Truth is, I’m still not over my ex from before Sassy. The trouble with Sassy started after Wankus chatted with me online a while back, about an alleged incident at the studio involving Sassy. It happened while I was on the air. I won’t get into the details of it, but let’s just say that it wasn’t good situation.

I really didn’t trust her after that and the whole thing started falling apart. I became more irritable and sensitive and she became more of a spoiled brat.

I actually suggested that she move out several weeks ago. We tried a little to work things out but I don’t think she trusted me either.

She has been telling people that the reason she hasn’t been shooting out here was because I didn’t want her to. That is so not the case. Out of respect for her privacy, I can’t tell you the reason why she hasn’t been shooting, but I can tell you it has nothing to do with me. She did have one scene booked with Van Damage a few weeks ago, but she cancelled because she wasn’t feeling well. I had commented to her that it would be nice if we patched things up between us before she started shooting again. That’s the only comment I ever made about her shooting or not.

I have nothing bad to say about her other than it sucks that she stuck me with the rent and bills for Oct. As for the dog “tinker bell”, I miss her, I paid for half of her.

She did leave me a Dear John letter in which she accuses me of being selfish and that she found an apartment by the beach for a much better deal than our split of the rent and bills out where I live. Am I selfish? When it comes to affection and attention yes, I am. I need a lot of that kind of stuff. But other than that I don’t think I am selfish at all. Anyway just in case you were wondering what kind of relationship we had, and why I asked her to move in, here is an email she sent to me when she first came out to California… She was really sweet to me, I hate to think that it was all a show.

> “well babay i know we had some problems but like the way i see it is that if we get through it than hey it makes us soo much stronger…i know im still on the lil down side but im working on it =) and u have helped me a lot…thank you babay for everything!!!

> i know right now i may be going through my lil stage but the most important thing is that ur there for me!!!!! i mean u r giving me my space which means a lot to me too but the best thing is that ur there!!! u bring me food =) u tuck me into bed…u take a shower with me =) =) all the lil things!!!!! bu i have to go becuz i need to get of from here…so i will talk to you later bye bye bye !!

> kisses!!!!”